What to do?

I feel like i'm just wasting time and talent. I feel like there's more, and i should be doing something with it! Like taking up some hobby... I don't know, like Photography, or Videography, or Modeling, or Clothes Design! I just want something to do, something to focus on to take my mind of... Shit. Ya know? So... I think i'm going to start up sewing my own clothes, then maybe work my way into Photography classes, and finally squeeze in Videography, for the hell of it. It sounds like a plan to me! Glad i could get that out of my system(: